i think sometimes all we need is something to distract us from whats happening around us. the drama, the tension, the emotions.
i've been home late like 3 out of 4 days of the week!(so far that is) sunday i was being a plain bummer, sitting on my sofa couch, playing cs with nick and alex, eating kitkats and popiahs and duck and fake meat fried rice! fake meat meaning vegetarian, duh. HAHA. mondaayyy which was yesterday's yesterday.. i went for tennis with carmbaby and ernest! haha adn i have to mention.. i was feeding the fricking mosquitoes! the coach was damn old and he had knee problems yanno? and i think whatever balls i hit are magnets to him cs they just keep flying to him. NOT MY FAULT THEREEEEE. HAHAHA!! at least my toenails arent like carms. HAHA. ohk no link. anyway, yesterday had soccer training. ehhh, the field was damn muddy and shit la, i think i smelled like poo after training. ew. today i had class which ended at 3 but had to wait for stinky ji ji to end his fricking class. owells his hockey friend like hot la so i dont really lose out right! AHAH. anyways. everyday in class is sucha joy! i think i have the best class mates yet! we talk to each other like we've known for years! and i think derek is gay. mean WTH IS KYOCHI! HAHA KYOCHIBYE! HAHAHA. ohk i think only fel will get me on that. go escape yur mind ah fel. what you reading?!!!! HAHA.ohk. i watched grey's finallllllllyyy. woohoooooooo. and ive watched OTH 17. HOHOOOOOOOOOO. spoilers anyone? oh, yanno ji ji has this really cool&awesome friend who looks like ash ketchem!(is that how you spell it?) he's so my bfffffffffffffff.(boy fricking fricking fricking................freaky friend!) HAHA YEAH YE GOTTA CATCH EM ALL!
maybe we accept that sometimes the dream has become a nightmare. we tell ourselves that reality is better. we convince ourselves it's better that we never dream at all. but, the strongest of us, the most determined of us, holds on to the dream or we find ourselves faced with a fresh dream we never considered. we wake to find ourselves, against all odds, feeling hopeful. and, if we're lucky, we realize in the face of everything, in the face of life the true dream is being able to dream at all.
separate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us. stay away from me.
yours truly
